Dropping Bombshells

Yesterday I received an email from my dad
Telling me that his friend,
The father of my housemate,
Had a game of golf with the landlord in Singapore -.-

Apparently..
The landlord now wants back my room..

Timing is just WONDERFUL..
Like I can SO look for ANOTHER room
BEFORE I FLY OFF ON MONDAY -.-

How inconsiderate..
Why tell me just days before I fly?!
Like, if I had known..
I'd probably find an alternative storage
For my furniture (my room was unfurnished)
And move out first so
I don't have to pay that 3 months of rental..

To make matters worse..
My dad is again uncontactable
And somewhere in Indonesia right now..
He would only be back on the 23rd
Which is a day after I arrive in Singapore -.-

Wonderful..

I'm having such fun..-.-


- 19 November 2004 11:12pm -

Summer Holidays!

Finally finished those wretched papers!!
Yay!! :)
Anymore and I wouldn't be left with any braincells :P

Listening to DJ Sammy's Boys of Summer
And drinkin cold water in my room :P
Already getting hotter by the day
(Or so it seems to me..)

Saturday I actually filled my bathtub just so
I could sit in it to cool off..
It was burning up even in my room -.-
When I turned the cold water tap on..
WARM water came out!! -.-"

Hmmmm
Quite exhausted actually..
Cos I've been waking up at 6 the past few mornings..
Probably should go catch up on my sleep now :P
And CSCSCSCS later :P

WeeeeEEEEEeeee~!!!!!!!


- 16 November 2004 12:46pm -

Me in my room :) 

G'Day, Mate!

Heehee~
Today was a very smooth sailing day
For which I'm really thankful :)
The paper went much better than I had expected :)

After that I went shopping!! :P
I'd been couped up at home for almost 2 weeks..
And beginning to show signs of withdrawal! :P
(And I think the last time I studied so hard
Was for my O levels..
Which is now.. *gasp* more than 6 years go!! Haha!)

Anyway I got some of my Christmas shopping done :)
Heehee *very pleased with myself* :P
As well as a t-shirt I'd been eyeing for ages..
The regular retail price was $49.95 and I got it for $19 :P

Ahahah yes..
I'm still the same bargain hunter I've always been :P

Exhausted :)
Shopping can really substitute for a good workout!
Hahaha :P

Christmas is coming!~
Whheeeee! :P


- 12 November 2004 11:08pm -

A Little Extract of Encouragement

Although this is just an extract
From an email I wrote to a friend
Who's showing signs of burn out..

I decided to post it..
In case there are some of you who
Need a little dose of encouragement :)

"We all feel like that once in awhile..
And when you realise how small you are compared to
What other people have to face..
And there are so many people you would like to help
And reach out to..
But you have your own physical limit as a human being..
Its frustrating..
Depressing cos you wonder who's gonna be there for you
Even as you go about your job everyday..

Its very easy for us to lose hope
And easy for us to wonder whether we are
Actually making positive impacts
On other people's lives..
I know what it feels like to be overworked
Even though my jobs were never as emotionally
And mentally draining as yours..

I know what it feels like to work so hard until you
Lose your sense of purpose..
And your footing in God..

But He is always there..
Always holding us when we don't feel it..
Even when we are so tired we don't feel like
Acknowledging Him by being Christians like we were
Taught to do..

That's where friends come and stand in the gap..
They come with hugs (and emails :P hehe) when
We don't feel God's presence
To remind us that He still loves us and has
Blessed each of us with friends who care..
And love us.."


- 12 November 2004 11:08pm -

Politics of Law

Second paper tomorrow.....

Had my own version of a sausage mcmuffin with egg
For brunch today :) SO SHIOK!!
But I won't dare to publish anymore foodie pix..
Hahahaha :P

I also found out that another of my friends is MARRIED!!
She's from my old CounterStrike clan GuR|z..
(Her callsign is ScimitaR)
Now 2 out of the 5 original members are married..
Man.. are we getting OLD!

Icy and I were trying to figure out her age :P
We think she must be 26 by now or something..
It's ok I guess..
Just that I still see Marriage as a HUGE step
And I wonder how people decide when they are ready?
Or are they never ready?
When is the right time?
Or is there never a right time?
When you've earned enough?
But when is enough enough?

Haha :P it's just typical of me..
I just have so many things to wonder about as usual..
Thank Gdness I'm only 22 still..
And still a struggling student :) hehe

With exams tomorrow! Haha
Better get back to my books..

Love.. :)

- 11 November 2004 3:06pm -

Been raining and raining here.. Hoping for sun and blue skies tomorrow :) 

Okay Okay Okayyy

Okay I knowwww you guys have been loyal readers
Of my Blog and deserve to be acknowledged..
I thank you all once again for your utmost interest..

And yes, I apologetically accept the fact that
Poor Icy may never be able to look another
Long Bean in the face because of me :x

But PLEASE!! Get over that picture!! Hahahaha!
Besides the people who've complained on MSN to me..
I've had several emails about it alreadyyy!
I get the point! Can we move on pleeeease?

I also had some people ask me why
My Blog has no TagBoard or Shoutbox..
Well the reason is simple :P

I don't think I'll appreciate people
Flooding me with (maggoty) comments!
Hahaha :)

Anyway it's back to work for me..

Love..


- 9 November 2004 9:58pm -

Lord, I pray you'll clear the clouds from my mind.. so that I may have the clarity and focus to study. Amen. 

Revision and Frustrations..

I've planned out my revision and I know what I'm reading..
But I'm agitated and restless..
I need long breaks after every single chapter..
Which frustrates me..

I'm back to feeling blue..

I'm studying for the Criminal Justice paper first..
Although my next paper is Politics of Law..
(That's because Politics of Law is straightforward
And similar to the things I've studied in TP..
What's more.. It's an open-book exam..)

Criminal Justice is human-rights related trash..
And it always makes me contemplate too much..
(Okayy I admit.. it isn't trash..)

I love it yet hate it..
It's fascinating to analyse government policies..
And determine if they are simply "good" or beneficially just..
It's fascinating and enlightening stuff to apply one's mind to..
But it depresses me.. and I hate it when it does..


I know those people who think I am wasting my time
Doing a Justice degree..
Are probably saying "I told you so..."
"..I told you to do a Law degree"

Yeah I know I shouldn't care what losers think..
And I will move on by tomorrow..
But for now I feel like a thousand sprites just spawned in my mind..
Pulling at my thoughts and blurring my vision.


- 6 November 2004 10:07pm -

Ravings over Food

Funny how many comments I received about that picture of my dinner two nights ago!!

Hahaha overall comment was
That my long beans look like worms.. :P

Aiyah when you cook for yourself
You tend not to care how the end result looks like
As long as it tastes good!

(And my curry rice DID TASTE GOOD OK!! :P Hahahaha)

Anyway thanks for reading :)
I'm glad you like my pictures :P
(Ok maybe not that curry rice one..
But I have to put up some ugly ones so
I know how many readers I have mahhhhh :P LOL)


- 5 November 2004 12:35pm -

Last night's dinner :P Seafood curry rice!! Hehehe 

Three to go..

With Forensic Psychology behind me..
I feel slightly relieved :)
Quite happy to report that it went quite well
Despite my initial worries..

Actually I realise that I kinda like the subject
Because now I actually know what it's all about..
I think the main thing that put me off was the lack of teaching structure :x
Oh well anyway that's done :P

I'm left with three more papers:
12 Nov Politics of Law
15 Nov Criminal Justice
16 Nov Crimes of Violence

I've begun revision for the next two..
But I'm not as stressed :P
I've been feeling much more relaxed now :)

Heehee~


- 4 November 2004 10:42pm -

Doomsday

Tomorrow is Doomsday..

I have to sleep around 930pm tonight..
Because I have to wake up at 630am tomorrow
-.-"

Damn Forensic Psychology!

I hope I don't forget all I've studied..
'Cos I've really put in so much effort..

By calculation I've already passed this subject..
The exam will just determine how well(or not) I do..

*stressed*

- 1 November 2004 8:45pm -